Its Shareenalism.

what do i do now?

2012-02-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

This.is.so.beautifully.sad.

ITS CALLED MARY AND THE GIRLS.

2012-02-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

SOME SNAPSHOTS OF WHAT I DID TODAY.

AND THEREFORE I DECLARE I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TODAY.

Just me myself and I.

2012-02-02T02:43:00.002+08:00

My eyes… seriously going to close.. so freaking tired..

Thank you Kelly Clarkson.

I suddenly realised something.

Thank you.

I'll follow you, deep sea baby

2012-01-30T10:14:00.001+08:00

IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!! chanced upon on youtube and i found gold. its the familiarity of it that makes me wanna listen more!

Give me a smile, i'll keep it forever in my heart.

2012-01-29T13:21:00.001+08:00

Chinatown. Not the best, but i put in enough effort.

很久以前大家都很快乐，因为我们只在乎快不快乐

2012-01-28T00:03:00.005+08:00

Oh god, i love this song to the very last bit of it.
It cured my headache and my stress.

Going to sleep early tonight, idgaf cus my headache's gna get me if i don't.

Submission week sucks.

2012-01-27T13:13:00.003+08:00

Yeap, exactly.

updated my CARBONMADE again! :D

Going to school soon!

Ciao!

i hope to see you later c:

School tmr ;(

2012-01-24T23:14:00.004+08:00

There she goes, there she goes again…

why holiday why you go so fast again?!?!

so after spending so much time on

the chinatown sketches...

I'm still left with these. hohmaigawd.

we can do it, 2 more weeks!!!

QUICK UPDATE!

2012-01-23T12:20:00.002+08:00

First day of Chinese New Year!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU GUYS ONCE AGAIN!!!

Going out soon! :)

新年快乐!!!

2012-01-21T12:34:00.011+08:00

Happy chinese new year folks!

We're all older by a year once again!

Made a vlog for you guys (and i just realized i like skyping with ppl,taking pics/vids of myself when im wearing blue lol) , so watch it if you want ;D

...

Anyway, i wanna cut my hair, i wanna cut short man cause for the past 6 years or so i've never

change my hairstyle trololol. So i drew some wig on myself and here are some of them...

One. (bob haircut with sidebangs)

Two.(bob hair centre parting)

Three( Hipster long hair,which is no cutting but have a fringe)

Or four, Marilyn Monroe?

LOLLL wtf k.

I like 1 but mama says i look weird.

2 is damn 60s.

I personally think 3 is chio but im short so too long hair

makes me looks like shit.

k the last one is just… LOL!

And now i present a random picture of me

sigh i think i will just trim a bit of my hair lah hor?

like that better right? :/

hmmm.

happy cny once again peeps!

BTW updated my Flickr and Carbonmade!

why i no sing good?!?!

2012-01-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

AIJSDOASJDOIASJASOIDJa!!!!!!!!!!!!@)(*@(#*@#(@$*)!@()!@

I CANT SING ARHHHHHH how omg die wednesday how to perform sigh omg sigh ARHHHH

Alot of work to do lei :(

2012-01-15T22:52:00.004+08:00

whaut. tmr's monday?!?!

She is totally gorgeous!!!

If only i have half of her looks lol D:

but anyway… …

lol this is so funny but just to tell you spectacles can really improve someone’s look.

why am i not like others?

2012-01-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Today is definitely a fcked up day. I don't know why i swear. I only know i gotta stop showing or pretending my emotions to people around me cause its tiring and redundant.

i know right, no one is stopping me to show my anger…

fuck you ,fucking hell, im scared you know? Do you guys fucking know anot?

Im scared.

listen close and dont be stoned
i'll be here in the morning
cause i'm just floating

while your cigarette still burns
your messed up world will thrill me
alison i'm lost

alison i said we're sinking
there's nothing here but thats okay
outside your room your sisters spinning
but she laughs and tells me shes just fine
i guess shes out there somewhere

and the sailors they strike poses
the covered walls answer slowly
with your talking and your pills
your messed up life still thrills me
alison i'm lost

alison i'll drink your wine
i'll wear your clothes when we're both high
alison i said were sinking
but she laughs and tells me its just fine
i guess shes out there somewhere

Rumour has it she aint got your love anymore

2012-01-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

Motivation. Logic . Passion . Pragmatism. Determination. Consciousness.

If you carry all these inside you, I'm sure you can go to every corner of the world rad and safe.

school.work.school.work.

2012-01-08T20:15:00.003+08:00

Deleted previous post cause i uploaded the vid alr!(Y)

its 15 minutes plus long, watch it if you want or just skip it.
I've decided from today onwards i will make a video for each trip i've been to so next time

i can refresh them back! ;D

Derp.

whaut. tmr is monday?-_-

if my memories are played in a cinema, i can watch it forever.

2012-01-02T23:27:00.005+08:00

I don't want to go school tmr.

i feel so empty and inappropriate at the same time.

Its just this weird heavy feeling that is lurking inside me which tells me that i need to do alot of things and i haven done any of them.

maybe i need to pack up my mood and get ready for war and stop replaying all the good old memories i made this vacation.

I need to work hard, very hard. My friend said it's gonna be very fast and before we even realize, this semester's gonna end. It feels good listening to it but its really frightening at the same time to know that you only have that short amount of time to do everyting.

Cause there's still alot of things for me to achieve this brand new year.

God bless me, amitabah.

Better than best

2012-01-02T00:25:00.004+08:00

Part 1.

Kellie's Castle.

Ipoh.

Pulau Batik.

Titi Village.

I like the lazing around feeling when you're overseas but hate it when you have work to do but you just love to laze around.

…you know what i mean,right?

In a summery haze bound by all these suprises

2011-12-29T12:21:00.003+08:00

hehe yes i changed my specs :>

Im backkkk!

will update a not-very-long (cause i got over 800 pics) photopost soon! :)

All good and fine but just more fat and lumpy with all the good food LOL.

this time round i really had so much fun i even forgot what is the date everyday. My life is too good hahaha. Its forever sweet before bitter for me,and not to mention school reopens… … ...

walao so much homework sian liao lorh -____- ''

PRESS PLAY ASSHATS!

Merry Christmas in advance

2011-12-19T21:18:00.007+08:00

Some random stuffs for you guys before i go pack my luggage:)

Merry Christmas in advance people,happy holidays!

Ate tang yuan just now.

老一岁了! :( + :)

***

ITS A RHINOOO!!!!

this bat gif is damn laggyy!

midnight noodless my sister's face is priceless.

xmass gifts for my babes:)

went to town ystd ;)

♥

nothing to declare

2011-12-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Today is the last of school.

But so many assignments need to do..

Plus im gg back msia for 5 days?

Should i be happy?

hahaha..

will update tmr folks.

Updated my Carbonmade with this 2 pcs of work lol

Night market.

Yugor.

we are shoo beeseee.

2011-12-13T21:18:00.004+08:00

So busy haha (i mean minus the slacking time though i tumblr very little nowadays)

will update after this coming friday :D

zoo trip and strawberry fondue♥

Zoo tmr.

2011-12-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

this is so touching…

I really miss you,miss you say

2011-12-07T00:46:00.001+08:00

PRESS PLAY!

You stare at the ceiling you've never noticed before.

You look to your left and right and see people fighting to be the first.

You see your carefree teacher walking back and forth.

You frown at the screen and thought you saw something.

You peered through yourself and see nothing.

Not all fathers know how to fix water pipes.

Not all mothers know how to cook chicken stew.

Not all children are oblivious of their family's situation.

2011-12-03T02:34:00.001+08:00

Manifique

I think im crazy.

2011-12-01T01:20:00.006+08:00

omgomg Foster The People is coming to Singapore on January 14th!!!!! *excited face*

i wanna go so badly ;(

Oh, its December again. What surprises do i await?

Vainpot of the year.

2 months and 21 days to 19th year on this mf earth bitches.

2011-11-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

This is too beautiful, too brilliant.

Watch it on Youtube for better resolution.

2011-11-26T12:25:00.003+08:00

just now i blogged about something sad and when i clicked "publish post" it says "error page 404 not found."

really?

what a morning. woke up to a very emotional wrenching feeling.

thinking about alot of stuffs.

say what? 4 more days to end of november?

and 2 months to Chinese New Year.

omgosh its really saddening.

I love God, Family and Best friends.

2011-11-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

1994,come back to me.

i haven't had enough of you yet though i can't remember much.

no regrets

2011-11-21T10:09:00.003+08:00

certain things seems to be fun doing it because its forbidden to do so.

you know you can't and yet you're doing it.

yeap thats the best part.

you shouldn't do it but you can do it.

Cause its not a homeless life for me, its just im home less than i'd like to be.

2011-11-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

lol before i go and sleep i almost forgot to talk about something!

What's a carbonmade?

An online portfolio! so cool and cute though there's some limitations in uploading stuffs. But still user friendly :)

If you want one,you can sign up HERE

And my carbonmade:) HERE

3 months ago in Ipoh old house. :(

if jerks can be jerks, then they can be saints too.

2011-11-19T20:21:00.005+08:00

Was happier than happy last night when i saw them ♥

♥

Went to the zoo today.

Didn't take any pictures because the one and only camera is in malaysia :(

kinda sad but its alright cause i will be going there 2 more times!

So tired omg.

Gonna celebrate Venus's bdae tmr at somerset!

\o/

srsly how come when you already expected it, the impact is still so big?

it never rains but pours.

you rarely see me like this. but if you do, i am at maximum

2011-11-18T02:00:00.008+08:00

No one knows what and why.

2am still thinking and up.

at least coldplay songs are accompanying me.

why?

gotta sleep alone eat and cook alone no one to talk to no one to nag at me no noise no quarelles no herbal tea no morning noises no morning milo no phone calls from home no tv nobody to ask me go bathe nobody to wake me up no one to smile at me or get angry when im at home no one to complain to no one asking me to go sleep no-

stop shareen its only a few days. stop crying like a bitch.

they are still sleeping but will be away in 3 hrs time and im scared to sleep cause im afraid when i wake up i will cry and regret i din send them off.

i used to not have homesick but now im at home and i finally can feel the homesick. i finally understand what is homesick. you don't miss the house. you miss the people in it.

i already fucking miss my mama and sis now, don't even think about tmr.

Venus's 18th.

2011-11-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VENUS DARLING happy great 18th! <3

will always love you.

the actor feels like a dumbfuck when his audience don't understand wtf is he doing. sometimes the director did not ask him to do certain things and he added in to make the scene more believable but he got rejected. worse still, no one understands why is he doing that extra thing and that makes him looks just like a pretentious calefare.

bitch really?

Houdini

2011-11-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

Sneezing non stop now as if a pot of pepper is put in front of me.

Anyway, i can't believe its already Tuesday. Time passes so fast.. Everyday i blog and keep track of what i did yesterday; Quite disappointing actually

I hate tuesdays, they are long and boring (adding the fact that i really hate 3d plus

i really dislike it,its like asking those 3d people to do 2d you know)

Was discussing with Ray if Singapore should ban smoking and today i went home to read the newspaper i saw one of the singapore news : Should We Ban Cigarettes?

*omg fcking ban it!!!!*

I really hate when people think they are cool with that disgusting burning stick in their hand and walk so s l o w in front of you!!!!!

Like come on, if you want to spoil your own health, no one gives a flying fuck, but you know second hand smokers are at higher risks dumbitches!?!?

Im really very angry when i have to walk past around a dozen smokers on the way to school everyday.

Suffocating much.

*still puzzled why people like to spend money to kill themselves. Its a lose-lose situation idiots -_- *

***

On the way back on bus 410 this evening, a father and his toddler son was sitting behind me. Their conversation was simple and cute but left me wondering a lot after i alight.

The father was singing a famous nursery rhyme to his son.

父亲：两只老虎，两只老鼠，跑得快，跑得快(eh 不对，是老虎还是老鼠啊？)

儿子：(叽里咕噜说了一些话) 不是老兔meh?

这时我也想了一下。嗯到底是那一个啊？曲子好像很熟耳可是不知道怎么唱了。

哇，这个歌我以前时常都唱啊！为什么会忘记？

我顿时很伤心；想起了童年。

我不只是伤心，还很害怕。

害怕自己的记忆因天天用在胡思乱想而衰退。

伤心为什么我会忘记。

这也许对你一点都不重要，可是此事的启发点真的很明显。

是我长大了吗？

不可能吧。

但倾心我还记得一点。

两只老虎，两只老虎，跑得快，跑的快。

一只没有眼睛，一只没有耳朵，真奇怪，真奇怪。

Are you humming the tune now?

Yes,I am weird.

Sometimes i really like the loser me because at least no one can overtake the one and only me.

Guns and Roses

2011-11-14T23:48:00.004+08:00

3 years ago on this date and this time i was on a plane heading towards Melbourne.

3 years from now on this date and this time i am thinking about my future of what's gonna be like 3 years from today.

3 years.

3 years seems long but its like 3 minutes?

yeah bro. Just open and close your eyes and you're 70 years old alr.

Just kidding don't try it. Disappointment expected.

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through because I just really want to be with you

----Waste by Foster The People

I like rainy days

2011-11-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yup i like rainy days. so interesting and pretty.

My myopia is getting worse and when i don't wear my specs out especially on a rainy day, everything around me is like bokeh film or photogrphy. Its so beautiful to look down from an overhead bridge on rainy days because the congested roads looks like its filled with orbs of red and orange-yellow. Blur shadows of people hustling to nearby shelter… colourful umbrellas floating… cool breeze that sends raindrops on my face and skin…

So drama. Only if you are free enough to notice such details and melodrama.

#nowplaying- 我爱他 by 叮当

If you don't like me brother thats okay

2011-11-13T12:40:00.002+08:00

Afternoon people!

Friend introduced this song to me and i lovee it!

To be continued tonight! :)

everything's fine in the morning: Really?

2011-11-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

11/11/11 11:11

If no one hears me, its alright.

At least God heard me.
Dear God, you will answer all my prayers right?

I shouldn't doubt you shouldn't i?

。阿弥陀佛。

By accident and now on purpose

2011-11-06T22:50:00.004+08:00

I was so happy when i discovered this song one day.

Adele never fails to sing a good song.

Overall had a good day with mama and sis at the botanic garden and town today.

so tired!

Will do a photo post soon:)

btw updated flickr! DO VISIT!

wah so hectic sian of assignments forever.

Going to bugis to sketch tmr. Hope it's gonna be fruitful.

Nights ppl.

In your arms

2011-11-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

So niceee. really love artists who use animation in their music videos #GivesMeHope

Para,para,paradise.

2011-11-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

why am i so stupid.

אני מרגיש מטופש בכל פעם שאני מסתכל עליך עם הפנים כי פתטי

אבל עדיין, לך תזדיין

okay i shall not think anymore or history will repeat.

i promise.

2011-11-01T22:52:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so down right now.

but i know if there's a will there will be a way.

Im not scared of being tired.

Im willing to do whatever as long as we are all happy.

and who says it doesn't gives us happiness?

It does.

It really does.

Only people who misused will never be contented of it.

yeah yeah its alright.

2011-10-29T16:45:00.021+08:00

So here are the photos of the 2D1N johor trip.

in the taxi we got nothing to do.

while waiting for aunt at her old house.

a tiny bird nest!

went to meet cousins. look she alr got 2 kids.

2 adorable kids!

horribly unfocused fly. The fly's outside.

went to see

aunt's new house. all the rich ppl live here.

love stalking her !

derp

always lookin likka derp

le twist!

we went to a mansion show house.

wah wah wah

derpy geek.

chillin in le balcony

walmart break.

went to dine at a restaurant.

cousin's house.

green shirt boy,you look like someone :o

all kids ever do is to play.

morning breakfast we ate bak kut teh.

im so sad i tasted nothing cause i was

sick. heard the food was fantastic.

sry i really looked horrible here lol

And oh yeah been updating my photoscrape book

recently :)

so nice to have a book like that when i grow old

i can slowly see and refresh those memories hehe.

cooked breakfast this morning. feels good.

Chasing pavements

2011-10-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

I like live gesture drawings. They are so much more interesting than clicking that stupid grey boring window (autodesk maya) . It's sick to just sit in front of the computer and click whole day.

Will do a photo post tmr. stay tune

Its not like i don't want it to happen. Its not happening.
Lethargic.

sick of everything.

Why am i not like others?

2011-10-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

很多东西别人有的我却没有，我都不妒忌。

但是有些事，你不妒忌，看了也会觉得伤心。

What have we become

2011-10-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

:) Evening!

Had a pretty great weekend (aside from the stupid flu) will do a photo post this coming weekend about it. School work school work heho here i come lol.

Seeing is deceiving. Don't assume.

12:58-1:00

2011-10-20T00:55:00.001+08:00

I realised alot of things today.

Updated my Flickr.

Do make a VISIT! :)

Where is the humanity?

2011-10-18T21:39:00.004+08:00

Read this shocking article HERE and only if you are NOT weak hearted, watch video HERE. (there's no english subs though, but i bet you can understand the situation without hearing)

And my comments...

I don't get why some people can just stand there and watch a 2 year old girl die.

I don't get why those people can just afford to ignore this situation and continue walking.

I don't get the fucking truck drivers who ran over the girl 2 times.

I don't get humanity.

I don't get why politics and humanity are mixed.

I don't understand this world sometimes.

It's crazy.

and scary.

Skies are cying i am watching catching tear drops in my hands.

2011-10-16T15:43:00.005+08:00

Yo today's gonna be the last day of slacking! D;

Holidays.. sigh.

okay lah, play hard, work hard!

Gonna share some random pictures i found on my desktop!

yeah my sis played with my photobooth.

yeah love you too!

omg this baby so cute hahahahha!

he actually copied my actions lmao

And these 3 pictures make me sad only.2 months ago

i was in school doing projects.

Time passes so fast. *shakes head*

see people busy i down there nuah.

lol whatever.

I love Jessie J's voice! Really powerful. I love her song Who You Are the most. Really inspiring.

Always ranting about school.

Hating the environment and people and teachers and the greatest enemy- Work.

I think i hate myself most for landing myself up there.

See, still regreting after almost 2 years.

Useless only.

Okay back to reality.

i will miss you girls. I really do.

♥

Red Skies

2011-10-15T01:09:00.005+08:00

im so tired i should go and sleep now.

Gonna be a long day tmr.

Flea's tmr! at scape!

11am to 8pm.

Full of surprises;cheap rings ,bracelets, ear rings ,tops and many more!

Do come down if you're free!♥

fat face says goodnight :D

It doesn't mean we can't have fun on rainy days.

2011-10-12T12:30:00.038+08:00

Finally all the pictures are all up!

took me 2 days to do this lol lol.

Anyway yesterday or rather 2 days ago, my clique organised a kite flying outing!

Pal's cousin,Linda was our special guest.

She's from Switzerland and really nice!

Not like those mainstream angmoh teenage girls with the cocky face and accent like i seen from Tumblr!

laying out the food!

my handmade kebab sticks and green curry and bri's beehoon.

i forgot to take a picture of ali's nutella and bread!D:

helping out!

the field was wet and muddy and

i had to take out my shoes LOL.

barefoot-ing around was shiok ttm as the ground

was super cooling!

om nom nom!

*cricket noise*

so quiet!

i think there's like 10 or more pics in my camera

of this shot.

see so quiet! nobody de..

i only have one picture of myself that day.

and its uglier than usual.

*tragedy*

Linda made us these! cocoa powder with milk!

i dun like milk but the drink tastes awesome!(Y)

boring shots.

ppl wear swimsuit to sit inside this pool thing.

cool huh?

it was one quiet afternoon!

because it's a weekday and the weather's not that good.

happy wanjun taking out our

colourful kite!

so happy with le kite!

wheeee~

i love this shot.

we had to move inside the shelter cause it was

drizzling. but regardless of the bad weather,

we still continued with our kite flying!

SHOT OF THE DAY!

this was unplanned okay!

its perfect!

err i dun rmb taking this lol.

lalalal~

hahah candid shot!

wah boss arh?!

my kebabs nice hor?

LOL

;)

HAHAH sorry wj for the unglam!

so cute!

lol tiny wan jun between amanda's pants.

sounds wrong ;/

HAHA!

FLYYY~

pal's pretty camera pouch!

alida: see im brushing my hair

do i look like rapunzel?

LOLLL.

there will be lots of boring shots

like these below HAHA!

more of these to come omg

sorry lah nothing to take lorh!

hehe sugar!

love love!

they are discussing about the milo powder

thingy haha! pal sucking on the caramel choco stick!

eating le bee hoon!

nom nom nom

i like this pichar!

Linda and wan jun! there

will be lots of pictures of them!

cause apparently i was damn free

when they were flying the kite.

HAHAH LINDA STARING AT THE OBSCENE KITE

omg lol seriously the spiderman's pose is really douche-chy.

the venom glare LOL

8DD

hahaha with the A&A

"chuu chuuu train"

newly bought swallow bracelet! hehe.

act yi ge shy!

saw a couple taking wedding pics!

lol what contrast.

And now introducing Brianna Lee!

It's showtime!

HAHA joke!

no lah you are really veh cute sugar!

wan jun having fun...

Alone.

LOL.

Linda's sneakers!

my sketchbook, pen and camera pouch sitting on

le poncho as our mat.

wanjun again!:)

camwhoreeee :P

with linda!:)

shooo niceeee!

ali looking good and me likka extra only.

amanda swagging!

so many kites high up in the sky!

ours also not bad lah hor?

HAHA!

i love old ppl and young kids.

posing for linda's cam!

a toddler with his papa!

:')

bri and wj!

wan jun managing the kite well even though

the string came out haha!

there's a couple on the right if you din notice….

i saw them kissing before we left.

couples… -.- smh.

LOL i find this pic funneh!

bri's giant smile, linda holding the kite thing

half way to pose and there's the A & A dunno doing what LOLOL.

Bri and Linda!

le twist twist!

;)

the icon of marina barrage.

Wj and Linda fixing the strings.

these machines pretty much

reminds me of Malaysia.

越看越闷. marina barrage really quite nothing.

just a plain patch of grass facing the IR, ferris wheel and

some odd looking buildings. and buildings.

and then there's fat ass me trying to

fly this kite for the second or third time lol.

LOL FAIL.

wan jun so pretty!! haha omg i looked like

a 10 year old here! HAHA.

haha the sun's finally out!

packing up for dinner!

see this 2 LOL.

wan jun fixing the kite seriously haha.

this time round's sunset is not as nice as

the previous time.

le group photo 1 of the day!

yes.. in the toilet cause that's

the only convenient way.lol

le group photo 2 of the day :)

On the way to chomp chomp!

Amanda and Linda seemed to communicate well

LOL

hahah pal's hair- credits to wan jun the hair stylist.

a picture with jerlina the great! 8D

we were hungry and started eating once the food came

so i only took a picture of 3 satays LOL.

;)

headed home after chomp chomp

as it was already 10plus.

A relatively fun day cause it would be fun-ner if our whole clique was there

And all the best Linda!

Bon voyage have a safe flight

back to Switzerland this friday!

We will visit you in 2 years time! 8D

Sneak Peak

2011-10-12T00:26:00.003+08:00

And my rings came in today! so happy cause its actually my first time receiving such parcels!

i will show you guys tmr :D

oh will be expecting a naggy long photo post tmr i guess haha.

Every outing deserves a long good story to share with everyone.

Goodnights cya tmr ;)

我是一个笨婆;but im proud of being one.

2011-10-09T19:54:00.005+08:00

TODAY was a fun day. Even though i did nothing much useful hahaa!

FASTER UPLOAD LE VIDEO PAL!

Saw this on Apple's homepage.

Was actually shocked to learn that he passed away.

Thanks alot sir, for now Im using this macbook

happily.

And someone actually tried to troll around. lol

Click to enlarge.

And then there's me drinking chicken essence

watching some good shows(epic fb fights) on Facebook.

HAHA!

No lah. joking only.

The other day my mama's friend passed

me this book of vouchers! 8D

It was given to some elderly

to celebrate the opening of the circle line, i think.

The best part of this complimentary thing

was the art friend voucher! (Y)

Nothing excites me more.lol lol.

And this self invented breakfast i made for

myself 2 days ago.

Magee mee with omelette!

om nom nom

heh. so nice but super unhealthy.

and i didn't made this sushis.

Not that pro hahaha.

RE:

Eh venus! i do have a weird quirk!

You know for me whenever i'm doing something or daydreaming at home, i will randomly think of things that angers me lei! :( damn gross so sian i will think of people i dislike or things that upsets me!! Like idk lorh for example suddenly recalling my primary school teacher yelling at me. My face will immediately turn black and sulk LOL. okay lah not that funny but its a bad habit!

Sillyy willy

2011-10-07T12:30:00.004+08:00

Afternooon!

Recently took some screenshots of some people i skyped with haha.

very retarded.

Cousin's skype have so many apps. no fair!

And pal eating her caramel ice-cream merrily! 8D

Its time to do housework.

sigh...

Which seat should i take?

2011-10-05T23:14:00.004+08:00

Evening~

omg i feel so happy almost everyday im updating my blog i hope to continue this!

some random pictures taken from the past few days.

Kite Flying next thursday/wednesday!

hahah im hyped for it hehe Ali's bringing her distant switzerland cousin over omg we're so looking forward to it lah!

Today we bought a pretty kite too.

quite empty now! :)

beautiful ink blobs.

HAHA look at pal's cute face.

her typing face is adorable hahaha!

wapiang eh.

wtf is this. today is the 5th of october alr lei.

like 12 more days to school reopen can?

haha omg epic shit wan jun just talked like 1 whole paragraph to me about some guitar shit

im like wtf are you talking about wan jun?o.O

Then after a good long stare, she replied this:

EH SORRY LA!

lol wrong convo.

happens every.single.time.

Adios goodnight gonna update tmr and maybe there will be a change in the format of blog tmr.

;)

stay tune!

goodernights

2011-10-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

i will update tmr lol too tired.

today was a hectic day.

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

2011-10-04T11:37:00.003+08:00

Packed my wardrobe 2 days ago! more pics tonight!:)

When you're not looking she falls apart.

2011-10-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

So awesome this is actually a fan made video.

The actress seriously looks like Lady Gaga! :O

Will post again tmr:)

What love? Im already in a relationship with food.

2011-10-01T22:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's clique outing was great!

Its good to always have the 7 of us back together once in a while. But of cause, once in a while is never enough!D:

When school reopens it will be super difficult to get full attendence for the clique outing:(

HAHA nice sunlight + retro shades from my dad.

CAMWHOREEEE!:D

haha reggie helping me braid waterfall braid

she damn power!

cheeeeeseee!:D

Our ice-cream before movie!:)

oh i don't like that movie D:

i yawned so many times in the theater that night.

Friends With Benefits is the name of the movie HAHA.

Mirrors. what are they for?

camwhore la!

Our dinner at Vintage Cafe!

Awesome food(Y)

and heh as promised. the dinner hahaha!

Great experience cooking this dish for the first time. The minestrone soup kinda failed because my mama thought i was cooking something else.

BUT… it tasted good! 8D

Yup tonight's dinner was not vegetarian haha.

We use chopsticks to eat our spaghetti 8D

Ham, hotdog and button mushrooms!

The soupppp.

This long bean dish was cooked by

mama. She feels more comfortable

with at least something

more oriential. LOL.

Gonna watch Sun Wu Kong in 5 minutes! 8D love that show hehe.

Cage The Elephant

2011-10-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

hey hey!

Finally changed my blogskin.

Okay the banner i did it in like 15 minutes so its very messy.

This is a temporary one,don't worry:)

Making dinner tonight! Aglio Olio with Mushrooms and Minestrone Soup (own receipe hahaha)

;D!

Will update again tonight!

fucking vex, tell me how.

2011-09-29T13:24:00.005+08:00

Afternoon~

So how are you guys? fretting over nothing or busying with something important?

Okay no emo post today even though im feeling a bit down D:

heh poly classmate helped me bought keypad protector.pretty colour even though blue isnt my favourite colour :)

i look like those factory

aunty.

wtflol.

okay so this morning i made breakfast for mama and i.

Its like those western breakfast but i cooked them in like chinese style.(to suit my mama's preference)

Ingredients used:

Potatoes,vegetarian ham, eggs,mushrooms and tomatoes.

sorry the mushrooms are hidden behind the ham.

And fake pasta lol i used instant noodles.

it doesnt looks delicious D:

so sad.

neh the mushrooms.

om nom nom.

haha she looking at my papa's phone

bill.

okay la she gave me a pass 5/10 for this meal.

Not bad la at least they are edible right? haha!

the vegetarian ham looks like half cooked pork

eee.lol but it tastes like mushrooms:)

Okay next im being a kind soul to

help my friend jia xin promote this.

i promoted it all over twitter and tumblr.

and who the fck actually cares? NO ONE!

okay nvm im doing it for the last time.

Its the Mos Keeper strap/band!

It keeps mosquitoes away and its really effective. Go visit their page( indicated at the end of this post) to know more about it.

Nowadays i got no bites alr.Recently the weather damn hot so mozzies breed darn well and my house got alot of grass thats why my legs are decorated with mosquitoe bites. :(

It looks cute too and you can wear it out as a bangle!( heh ok thats what i did)

(Y) troll look.

lol. i look funneh but yeah this is how you

wear it! You can put it everywhre in your

house ( im putting one on my floor now)

She is selling one band for 2 bucks (its very affordable lei)

And she imported them from korea somemore.

So…

Be a good person and visit their facebook page HERE.

CLICK LIKE.

JUST ONE CLICK WONT HURT YOUR FINGER.

you say it best when you say nothing at all

2011-09-23T18:46:00.017+08:00

WHIAMMMM~

So yesterday i packed my jewelry box and 2 drawers of my own stuffs!

Took some pictures of my process of packing to share with you guyssssss.

I'm not good at packing my stuffs because i will always end up looking at them and forget about packing D:

So that day me and bri went out to artfriend

and we bought 7 mini canvases that look like this!

we can paint em' during our kite flying hehe.

can enhance the english vintage feel for that day HAHAHA.

So recently there's a few new members added to

my jewelry box! :D

this beaded ring from bri! :) thanks alot i really love it

hehe.

from bri also:

this clique bracelet from which she bought from

philipines:)

another bracelet from reggie!:)

i like the colour alot mans!

So this what my jewelry box looks like.

This box is actually a mooncake box HAHA.

i thought it was a waste to throw it away so...:D

I like the design of the jade as the buckle.

so cheena i like HAHA.

tadaaa~ how it looks like when it's open.

super messy cause usually i just chug my accessories

inside after using( yes i'm a lazy bitch)

i love the flower purse alot! i haven use it yet

haha cause it's too precious lol.

there are 2 compartments.

I put the smaller accessories on top

and the bigger ones below :D

but actually is my favourite ones on top LOL.

bracelets, rings, bangles, necklaces, clips etc.

looks like alot right but actually veh little lei.

see i only have like 4,5 necklaces.

but also because i don't usually wear necklaces out haha.

hahah this one used to be my favourite piece

but the head broke off D:

oh well.

Bangles and bracelets! ;)

i love everyone single on of them.

oh yeah and btw i kinda favour this piece of

necklace more haha.

Rings omg rings.

My obsession hahah!every single one is love LOL.

there's 3 more to come in the future:D

thats it for the first compartment.

told you, its actually very little.

now the second compartment...

A 12 year old musical box !

It was a gift from my mama when i was 6 i think.

12 years already and the battery still havent worn out yet!

(as you can see i was using my index finger to press

down the melody button becus its super annoying)

Inside the musical box...

This pair of vintage-like ear rings i bought for prom 2 years ago

(btw i hate that prom alot)

yeah i didn't pierce my ears lah haha. its those like

idk how to say like err kids type of ear rings.

neh, like this type lorh.

so this is how my ears looks like when

i put them on.

(auntie mode LOL)

oh and omg idk what's this piece of ornament

its been inside ever since err idk?

it used to smell nice but now the

smell is gone D:

its so nice right? :)

and...

this necklace from my papa.

i've never wear it out before and i think i never will.

haha and some random stuffs!

Random pretty clips and random tiny bracelets

which i can't fit in anymore.

the royal vintage button is actually from a blouse

if im not wrong haha.

It dropped off but it's

too pretty to throw away!

And yup a piece of note.

A love letter from from my ex when i

was 12.

this love letter i kept for years DD:

what does it says?…

Actually yeah a love letter for myself .

HAHAAHAHAHHA!!!

eh don't play play hor, i signed off with a flower some more okay?

LOL.

Overall view!so little right. i bet other girls

have like 120932109 boxes of jewelry LOL.

and finally.. a very pretty heart shaped

box. Hidden inside is actually 2 pieces of my

favourite jewelry.

but err there's something else HAHA.

I forgot to give wan jun that seashell chain

which i was supposed to give her for her bdae this year

so i put it inside haha!

the 2 small crystal ornaments and seashell

are not that precious but i don't wanna lose them so i put

them inside too.

oh and a very pretty clip! i lost the other

one. i don't want to lose this too

so i kept it in there :)

okay some random pictures of seashells

i put inside my jewelry box

to decorate it.

these seashells are not my favourite though.

but because i picked them from my first

trip to the beach here in singapore its

precious ;)

So.. these 2 are my favourite pieces inside the box.

The one on the left is a butterfly and on the right

is a 4 leaf clover ornament.

Why so precious?

Because the butterfly one was a gift from

my mama when i was primary six for doing

well in psle.

I actually bought the four leaf clover for

myself during secondary one.

It's meaningful because it was the first time

i went out with my friends alone.

And the friends are actually my bestest friends now.

:')

shen jing po

2011-09-21T20:40:00.004+08:00

my favourite shot for the chinese garden trip

lalalallalalalalalaala.

Current condition: Running nose, sore throat, puffy eyes and blocked ears.

tmd.hahha.

This is the best holiday in my whole poly life.

*yeah like real*

Okay i packed my table some time ago but now its kinda messy ( fail max) so i should pack my wardrobe very soon.

So sian everyday i do the same thing.

see i don't even know what to blog about now.

hahaha.

okay i can't wait for babes' outing omg we gonna go fly kiteeeeeee!~

i wanna go for this saturday's flea to look at hot girls HAHAHA wtf lol

okay i mean it 8D

so anyone wanna tag along?

Its beside bras basah complex at Odeon Towers.

1 to 8pm.

LMFAO's piece of lmfao.

its srsly a joke lol lol

i listen to songs

2011-09-12T23:50:00.005+08:00

This year's mooncake festival was the boring-est.

But the craziest.

hahaha.

Every year we will sit outside and watch the Moon ( idk la we call it 赏月)

but this year there's haze so we held it in the living room and 赏 television instead LOL.

okay

lol house looks so messy but it isnt okay.

yeah at least i don't think it is :O

i love that pudding!!

snow skin is the best! :D

OKAY yesterday i went to the notorious Chinese Garden at Jurong East area.

It was disapointing.

seriously.

sucky pictures taken and we saw so many disgusting things.

Yeah stuffs like what couples do.

gross.gross.gross. so extreme.

i still can't get over it lol pal spilled water out from her mouth and cudden stop laughing last night. trolololol.

I shall post up some of the sucky pictures tmr i promise haha i mean later in the morning (12.38am now)

NOW FOR THE LIST OF PREFRENCES.

People I Cherish Or Respect:

Family( including relatives)

My babes

My heekers

some of my secondary school teachers and mates.

Soldiers

Volunteers

Mr Lee Kuan Yew

People who voice out even though they know the consequences

Taylor Swift

Kingsley

Adele

War photojournalists( i really really look up to them alot)

Mahatma Gandhi

And the list goes on and on…

What I Think About Myself (negative) :

I am the ultimate trolling bitch 8D

I am inconsistent in doing things.

I give up easily

I take care of redundant things too much( im not even talking about details here)

I like to look at pretty girls and im not ashame of it lol.

I contradict myself alot.

there's still alot haha im full of mistakes but its okay :)

Things I Dislike:

Fcking smokers who walk damn slow in front of you blocking your way when you're rushing.

Girls who show no pride in themselves.

The sad moment when you look at the price tag of nice clothes (haha got it from tumblr)

Scheming people

Ah peks' stares ( or rather any guy on this earth who stares/glares at me)

I get really annoyed when a girl scans me up and down when i walk past them.

i hope people who mistreat their children or parents get slapped by karma badly.

Earthworms.

i hate rapists and animal abusers omg i hope they die

Things I Want To do Before I die:

Make sure my parents are happy.

TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD HEHE.

Do some bungee jump.

Get rich lol everyone's dream

Do volunteer work.

Kiss a guy ( HAHAHA yeah i dunno what's the feeling of kissing i always find it gross and weird)

Some Crazy Things I did for the past 18 years:

I'd ever cried until i almost passed out when i was secondary 1 because i failed my maths for CA1(it was so bad my mama came down and thought i was in hospital wtf lol so funneh)

I erm purposely dug my nose in front of the guy who sat beside me when i was primary 3 and showed him the substance ( HAHAHAHA DAMN VIVID LAH THAT GUY'S DISGUSTED FACE I STILL CAN RMB HAHAHAHHAHA OKAY I WAS BORN TO BE A TROLL)

I pee-ed in public (err excuse me of cause that's like damn young but still quite paiseh lei HAHA)

OH YEAH omg lol i wrote a letter to this guy telling him the reasons why i will never ever like him when i was err primary 4 i think. so mean right wtf but he's super annoying eh -.-

err still got what oh yeah lol this one was quite recent during Gwen's bdae party last year my pant's zipper was spoiled and i was fixing it i front of my friend lol lol lol ( i shall not reveal who saw it HAHA but the person is a girl lah)

hahah i think thats all lol i can't think of any anymore i will tell you guys in the future if i remember.

haha alright goodnights people!

Someday i will be bigger so you can't hate me

2011-09-10T21:46:00.006+08:00

I remember i went to the chinese gardens 12 years ago around this time.

12 years later, i'm going back there again.

how nice.

I'm worried about alot of things.

even minor ones like what should i do tomorrow.

and alot of other stuffs.

i will update tmr. Something like a list of things that i like, don't like or something lame.

hahahaha.

show my frens some support by visiting HERE! :)

super bass bitch

2011-09-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

omg third time posting a retarded random video of ourselves.

Superbass is a damn catchy song! :D

everybody starry eyed

2011-09-04T11:41:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY. Good morningg!

It's official- HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! 8D

Miss blogging so much and i need to come up with a To Do list again.

6 weeks. quite long, quite short huh?

3 weeks of studio project was super tiring. D: The end result was not as good as expected due to alot of constraints. Nonetheless, it was a greattt experience working with Jx and Nic!

You can watch our work HERE, it is available in full HD too.

Feel free to comment! :)

Today sugar is flying off to Philipines for school stuffs. She will be there for 2 weeks (omg so long)

My clique's going to the airport to send her off! ;D

Hope she will be safe and sound there :)

Currently i don't know what to blog about because my mind is blank but my heart is filled with relief and shiokness LOL.

Need to pick up some skills during this 6 weeks of break.

AND DEFINITELY ALOT OF FUN FUN FUN FUN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

come back time come back

2011-08-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

lol i shall not promise anymore. see everytime never on time one. alright sorry gwen i will upload latest by this month those photos! sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy T>Taajdoasiodfg

Have u guys watched this? its pretty awesome!

dipsy dopey whenever you fall, i will catch you like catching cold.

don't know how are you recently. doing fine over there?

hah just saying..

baby please don't go hoh.

2011-08-14T16:45:00.004+08:00

So i kinda rested for 2 days (considered Friday because the feeling after submitting my work was like on cloud 9)

Oh yesterday i watched a variety show and a part of the show was about people's reaction towards 2 girls with and without make up. woah, its really scary if you just date a girl thinking she's hot with make up and stuffs. Their naked faces might scare the shit out of you not because they are ugly but because you are so used to their pretty perfect face. Actually i think alot of girls really look fine with the natural normal look already maybe they are a bit not confident thats why? :/

Anyway,im uploading my demoreel on youtube! you can watch it HERE :)Must really thank all my friends who have helped and guided me throughout all my assignments! Sometimes you really need such buddys around you to get through school life. Helping one another is really the best.

Need to get prepared for tmr. It's the start of my 3 week studio project.And then… i will be FREE~ for 2 months before the next tide comes haha.

Gotta upload Gwen's photoshoot pictures later tonight on facebook after editing;D

Here's the preview;)

wah those commercials on my tagbox are so irritating.Im thinking of removing my tagbox what do you guys think? :/

crush your fuckng balls

2011-08-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

whiam.

i don't feel like continuing my work. how uh?

*okay back to work*

there's this man, he should exist.

this particular man who shall exist should know how to do one thing.

and i will mary him for sure.

He must know how to hack into all maya softwares and deactivate tht fcking thing so pal and my frens and me will be happy.

Its impossible lol.

in other words, of cause i'm not getting married dumbass.

OKAY BACK TO WORK BITCH

if i wake up tmr will you still be here

2011-07-30T00:52:00.004+08:00

12.54am now. Im so sleepy.

Photography outing with the Qx tmr. quite excited about it but at the same time i can't neglect my work. Oh well, i don't really care, my passion is more important haha.

French teacher made supposedly 'french' pancakes for us.But i think they are called crepes or somthing. It was nice! Tres bien!

3d Maya, Visual Development,Drawing fundamentals, Advance Storyboard and whats that oh yeah french test next week.

wow wah waoooo..

What is fat and scary?

Shareen :D

hahahha.

wah cb sia

2011-07-26T00:46:00.003+08:00

should i go to sleep my work just fcking crashed on me how great.

i should calm my ass down or i will go bang my head on the wall srsly.

now im just stoning thinking of what to do and meanwhile sharing my victorious moment with you guys.

wah wah wah shareen wah you so smart come i give you a prize.

_|_

the millionth time i asked why

2011-07-23T00:43:00.004+08:00

我不喜歡讓別人知道我是一個怎樣的人。。。

我喜歡讓他們去猜測。

他們的猜測每次告訴我明天應該要演甚麼角色。

很多人，有很多人告訴我，我是一個沒有主見很开心的人。

一些人，有一些人說我很遲鈍。

幾個人，說過我是一個好人。

一個人，問我，你知道你明天要做甚麼嗎？

我說：不。你可以幫我嗎？

她想了很久才說：你做那個吧。

哦，原來又是一個我不喜歡的角色。

那是事实，容纳它吧。

come findddd me

2011-07-20T12:25:00.003+08:00

MORNING!

I watched this thing thrice too awesome lol imma perv.But look, im not the only one!

hahahha omg francisco lol im obsessed with him.

okay going off to school soon.

i need to do some drawing fund._.

we are zombies of time

2011-07-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

lol this google logo from a few days ago was so pretty i can't help but screenshot it down!

I'm so tired.

We are all zombies and slaves for our work. Time is like the mastermind behind all these sufferings we are enduring.

How pathetic, we're losing.

i can't wait for sunday! :D

fairy paradise

2011-07-16T14:00:00.004+08:00

You have no idea how much i love this song.

Cocorosie for the win!♥

Anyways, i had a good sleep last night. Sleeping on a rainy night is the bestttttttt:)

fwah wah wah so much work to do wah.

Wan Jun's birthday is coming and i havent got her pressie. D:

Can't wait for next sunday to celebrate her bdae with the babes!;)

What would you do if your friend told you she's pregnant?

Will you change your perception of her? For me it's a yes.

Nothing is safe on Facebook.

home

2011-07-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

should i or should i not.

wtf i always cant make up my mind.

Should i use my own design or use their model?

huh huh huh such simple things also cannot decide huh huh.

what sia

2011-07-05T23:34:00.003+08:00

deng suddenly emo.why arh?

sot de.

wait, i don't think im mad.

I'm always fretting over shits and getting upset about alot of things.

Until a point i forgot i should finish thinking and move on instead of leaving those strands of thoughts in my brain.

And that made me emo for nothing alot of times when i settle down and think of what i should do next.

What is this i don't even know.

and i wanna go Priscilla Ahn's concert :(

btw i'm back on twitter bitches.

http://twitter.com/Shareenalism